+ + nOw,i'LL taKe mah HeaRt baCk! + +

+ The Angel +
covergal!

*+ Name +*: jhoan / switsexything_017

*+ Age +*: 21

*+ Interests +*: PINK!! | baby blue, purple & white | jeans | flip flops | halter tops | tube tops | mini skirts | fashion | pasta | ice cream | dark chocol8s | pizza | BAGUIO!! (travel) | Friendster | Prendster | Blogs | Pictures *wink* | KHAN online | beaches!!!:)

*+ Hates +*: liars / backstabbers / plastic people / trying hard people / judgmental ppol / fakers / insecure people / flirts / copycats

*+ bits & pieces +*:

> crazy oVer pink!!=p
> lip gloss addict... =)
> i wuv earrings and bracelets
> fAsHiOniStah! *lolz*
> vain. sensitive. moody. crybaby.
> malditah y' bratinella!
> food is one of mah passion!
> S-H-O-P-A-H-O-L-I-C!!
> addicted to pictures
> am stil learning HTML & stuffs!
> sweet. luvs to baby talk! hihi!
> friendly. luv makin frnds!
> naughty & nice! hihi!
> appreciative but never showy..
> luvs to dress up...
> shy type...=)
> movie buff..hehe!
> ubEr gUrly *wink, wink*
> dangerously in love!! *sigh*

+ Friends +

-[*kristinne*]-
-[tita berta*]-
-[*ate anna 1*]-
-[*ate anna 2*]-
-[*lee*]-
-[*kristina*]-
<-[*ann*]-
-[*dax*]-
-[*ate malaine*]-
-[*ate yen*]-
-[*nikki*]-
-[*michi*]-
-[*franz*]-
-[mauzinister*]-
-[*sis ko..JhoNiE..*]-

+ hang outs! +

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[[SEXY..]] [[NAUGHTY..]] [[BITCHY..]] meanGirL?!

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* What Kind of Girl Are You?

You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

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What's Your Personality?

You're a very bubbly, happy, caring person. You love to be with your friends and you love making them happy. Your always willing to bend over backwards to help someone in need even if you dont know them. Plus you love making new friends, which is why your always surrounded by people. Remember though sometimes you need to concentrate on your work, you tend to not pay attention and can be rather spacey. Also remember to do things for yourself sometimes and dont let people take advantage of your nature.

Whats Your Personality
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You're Beautiful..but why?
Love

~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~ Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
you're in.

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If You are an Anime Character, What would you look like? romantic girl

Ok,you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
your soul or your heart. Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do. you keep on
trying to change their mind. You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^. Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter, the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe he does. but
don't set your standards too high cuz then you'll
find nobody.
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Which Gorgeous Goddess Are You? HASH(0x8d75518)

The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.
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What is Your Element? Light element

Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and
shining with love. You believe in the goodness
of those around you and give almost everyone a
smile. You are not the kind to hide your
happiness and tend to smile all day long, both
in and out. But when sadness hits you, you
become very devastated and may be upset for
quite some time. What you need in your life is
friends, friends who will love you
unconditionally, like you love them. But you
have a naive nature and don't always notice
when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would
say you are oblivious to mean people, which
makes you an easy target. However, your true
friends will probably be there for you and save
you. In school you are either the popular one
or the little weird one. It all depends if
"the higher people" find your caring
side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have
a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys
may not be your thing since you want bonding
time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit
you more. You like the happy things in life and
like everyone else to be as happy as you are.

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HOW SINFUL ARE YOU?!

My Deadly Sins

Envy: 80%

Pride: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Greed: 40%

Lust: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Sloth: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 46%

You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.

How to make a sexybebehgurl

Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
1 part self-sufficiency
5 parts energy

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* U'RE LISTENING TO:
mah idol: [j] [l][o] *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* HOLD YOU DOWN
j.lo feat. fat joe *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

[Intro]: (Joe): T.S.

[Verse 1]: (Jennifer): Now you've been holdin' me down Mmm, for such a long time now From back then 'til now in my story Straight from the hood you've always been there for me And you had my back when they Back when everybody said I wasn't anything It was you who kept me holdin' on No matter what was goin' on So whatever you need I got you, yeah.

[Rap 1]: (Joe): Yeah, unh, yo Reminiscin' that six train from way back Now it's sky blue Phantoms and stretch Maybachs From sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments to "Mira, esta que on that red carpet" When Pun died, you was the first to call me I never told you, but you was there for me Whatever you need I'll be there for you Crack, I got your back For real, true story

[Bsec]: (Jennifer): Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you'll stay real just like you are 'Cause baby you don't have to change, no

[Hook]: (Jennifer): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down

(Joe): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

[Rap 2]: (Joe): Yeah, unh, yo 2005 Rakim and Jody Waqtley Watch me paint a picture so perfect, quite possibly The realest fresher from BX to South Beach I'mma always hold you down, girl You can count on me

[Verse 2]: (Jennifer): So remember this whenever I call We go back too far, we've been through it all Even though we haven't spoke in so long Ain't nothing changed, not a damn thing baby

[Bsec]: (Jennifer): Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you'll stay real just like you are 'Cause baby you don't have to change, no

[Hook]: (Jennifer): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down
(Joe): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

[Rap 3]: (Joe): Yeah, unh, yo Like green is to autumn, some things must stay This industry, yeah I fought 'em, made me this way Get between me and J. Lo, I simply state You're better off sweepin' leaves on a windy day - never!

[Bridge]: (Jennifer): So I don't care about the situation I'mma ride for you if there's a complication Every time you had my back and all When we were young, now you're Joey Crack and all

[Bsec]: (Jennifer): Now my loyalty will always be With you if you just promise me That you'll stay real just like you are 'Cause baby you don't have to change, because

[Hook]: (Jennifer): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, boy I'm gonn' hold you down

(Joe): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, girl I'm gonn' hold you down

(Both): You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, I'm gonn' hold you down

You don't know how much you mean to me Whenever you're down, you know that you can lean on me No matter the situation, I'm gonn' hold you down

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The University of Blogging

Presents to
sexybebehgurl_xvii

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Cheesey Memes

Majoring in
Whingeing
Signed
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Blogging Degree
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
somethin' new.. =p

finally,i found the almost perfect skin for my blog! i've been searching for like forever! i soo luv mah new lay-out! i've had a problem about the comment thing,fortunately though i remembered signing up at haloscan ages ago. inamag na ata account ko! hehe!i couldnt make it work in mah first lay-out then mah 2nd one naman automatic na may comment na..so here goes,mah new and improved blog!
*sigh*
"i just dont know what to do with mah self!" ;) kinda bored with mah life right now,so here i am spendin as much time as i can in the world wide web to kill time.this is the only way i can forget my problems even for just a while. plus, my blog serves as my outlet. blah-blah-blah.
dont wana bore u with that non-sense.gotta split. ;)
# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 2:09:00 AM |

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

love,so divine movie!! :)

to all fanatics of kwon sang-woo. u gotta watch this movie cos u'll fall in love with him even more. haha! kiddin' ! u'll enjoy watchin this cos there's never a dull moment. lots of laugh actually. :) here's the summary courtesy of hancinema.net read on. :)<br>

love,so divine movie

In the film, Kyu-sik (Kwone Sang-woo) is an exemplary theological student. In a month, he will be ordained and become priest, a dream he has pursued for years. But God throws him into an embarrassing situation: Because of his trouble-making friend Sun-dal (Kim In-kwon), Kyu-sik makes a grave mistake during a formal ceremony at church. The school authorities order the two to spend a month at a small church in a remote village, offering them a chance to restore and strengthen their commitment. But things don't go as planned, especially when the priest-to-be in question is terribly handsome - actor Kwon is Korea's top-rated heartthrob and his popularity is literally soaring.
kilig moment!

When Kyu-sik happens to meet Bong-hee (Ha Ji-won), a high-spirited young woman who had just returned from the United States to capture the love of her boyfriend, something mysterious is at work. Bong-hee, it turns out, is a niece of the kind-hearted priest (Kim In-moon) who manages the small church in the countryside. At first, Kyu-sik does not have any romantic feeling toward Bong-hee. Rather they fight with each other while working for the church. But eventually they, well, develop some intimacy. From this point on, it is awfully easy to predict where the story will go. Director Huh In-moo seems to know the danger lurking in this plot, so he opts for some comic scenes to sidestep what might be objectionable. As a light-hearted Romantic Comedy, the film makes clever use of "Deo Gratias," a Latin phrase meaning "thanks be to God," Kyu-sik repeats the phrase when he prays, and explains to Bong-hee that it may well sound like a secret code. "This is how we thank God, and we do it in a sort of secret way because we tend to be shy about saying 'I love you' in front of others," Kyu-sik says. Love, the movie implies, is a secret thing that is shared by only the couple who deeply understand each other.

The film also presents details of the Catholic Church, including upbeat performances by the choir. These elements are expected to appeal to Catholic viewers, something that apparently pleased Catholic leaders in a specially prepared preview.

By Yang Sung-jin

i should have posted this before pa,but i forgot about it na cos i've been busy with other stuffs. hihi! try to watch it coz kwon is such a cutie here. :)

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 9:57:00 PM |

Sunday, April 24, 2005

crazy.sexy.fool. *lolz*

it's been a hell of a week. a roller coaster full of emotions.things havent been back to normal and that sucks! hihi!
sorry guys,this is mah way of releasing my angst! whatever! :) i look and feel terrible. i cant think straight. i couldnt eat, and worst, i couldnt sleep. is that a sign of depression?!cos i really think im fallin into that trap. couldnt even bear to look at myself in the mirror coz i wouldnt like what i see. if im not feeling crappy as i am,i would have been happy seeing a "curvy" me.BUT, if u find urself not feeling sexy in your already size 24 jeans coz it's too loose for you,you'd rather frown. u get what i mean?! ok..look at this:

product of depression!:)

there,i had to mess that up a bit coz i really looked terrible.feeling ko sumobra ng kapayatan ko. yuck!! para akong walis tingting. arghh!! one of mah frustrations pa,gusto ko mag-beach.my goodness. summer's almost over before i knew it.i really really wana go to puerto or bora.im craving for it for like forever! hehe! partly because i wanna forget my problems and why my life's twisted lately.i wanna get away from it all na,kc feeling ko i'll go crazy if things remained this way.kaso, tlgang it's just not the right time eh..ayaw talaga ko pagbigyan. i guess i just have to sacrifice a bit more. *sigh*

for the longest time,i've been thinking how's it like to smile again. how's it like to be happy.

i just really feel incomplete.

....................................

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 2:51:00 AM |

Saturday, April 16, 2005

missin' u soo bad...

i've been through so much pain since you left me
i just cant convince myself we're through
things have been said and done
i guess its over now you're gone..

it's true when they say that lovers come and go
but deep in my heart
i just wanna let you know
the love that we once shared is everything
that there's nothing to compare...

* cause im missing you soo bad!
now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
it's me who's hurting soo bad!
after all this time
after all that we've been through
baby,aren't you hurtin too?!

now that i've lost the power to pretend
i guess you could see right through me
this yearnin' i cant explain
feeling i just cannot contain..

i know someday i'll get over you
it just takes time and some getting used to
each day im feeling blue..
every road leads me back to you!

[*]

cause im missing you soo bad!
now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
its me who's hurtin' soo bad!
after all this time
after all that we've been through
baby,i'm missin you soo bad!

now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
it's me who's hurting soo bad!
after all this time..
after all that we've been through
baby,arent you hurtin too?! :(

*aww* this song brings a lot of memories.
i used to sing this song to him when we were
still "mag-bessy". those were the days when
we were falling for each other na.i loved this song
soo much.the lyrics' just too emotional.sobrang
favorite ko freestyle, sobrang daming memories ng song na to.
whenever i hear this only one person enters my mind:
mah one & only BESSY!!!
grabe..i miss him sooo bad! tomorrow monthsary na
namin.stil no word from him.i never thought na ung
meaning nung kantang yan ay mararamdaman ko.
though,we're not on the break up stage,pero basta
hirap i-express.basta un na un..
I MISS HIM SOO BAD!!!
that's the bottom line!:(

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 1:42:00 AM |

Friday, April 15, 2005

*senti mode*

can i relate to this song?!sort of,i just loved that line.

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the title of this song is "i dont wanna be your friend". ewan ko basta feel ko lang siya ngayon.maybe because i dont want to be just his friend.i wanna fight for our relationship. :)

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arghh!avril rox!love the lyrics!"so much for my happy ending" but im still hoping..

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this song can make me weep anytime.

im soo depressed right now,i dont know where i'll get my strength from.
i just really really miss him soo bad!i'm still holding on.im not
the type to give up that easily.even if i look stupid,basta wala akong pakialam kung ano man isipin ng iba.bakit magiging maligaya ba ko kung ganun. i'll follow whatever my heart tells me. tanga na kung tanga. hihi! all i know is that, i really miss him. whatever he is going through,wherever he may be, may tiwala ako sa kanya. i know he just needs time.sana lang he'll give me a chance para maparamdam ko sa kanya na i'm here no matter what & that i still love him despite what he did.
*sigh*
i really miss him. his eyes. more importantly his' smile.kase parang lately,i havent seen him smile.i miss being with him.na khit my gngawa siya ok lang basta kasama ko siya.
*sigh again*
i love him soo much...
much more than anyone could ever imagine. :)

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 1:01:00 AM |

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

damn...

uunahan na kita..sana basahin mo eto ng buo.malay mo matulungan mo ko.ni hindi ko alam kung pano magsisimula.basta ang gusto ko lang may makinig sakin.maaring pag tpos ng mga problema i-delete ko to at ttawanan ko nlang sarili ko.pero sana...makinig ka.

masama ang loob ko.di ko maikakaila.di ko nga din alam gagawin ko eh.i dont wna name the person pero obviously cia un.ewan ko kung anong nangyari.hindi ko talaga alam.ang masakit lang para sakin ay ung ginawa niyang pag-alis kahit na alam niyang masasaktan ako lalo pa't alam mo un,wala akong ginagawang masama. kung tutuusin ok kami eh.walang problema.may iba siyang problema,oo.ayaw niya daw sa kanila.tanggap ko naman un eh,pero ang nakakapagpasama ng loob ko kung may problema pala cia bakit di cia lumapit sakin.bakit basta cia umalis ng walang paalam..ang sakit dba?? wala naman akong ginawa sa kanya pero ako ang pinahihirapan niya.di ko alam gagawin ko tulungan mo ko.kase nahihirapan na ko eh.pakiramdam ko masisira na ang ulo ko kakaicip kung bakit niya ko gnaganto.di ba mas maganda kung pinaprangka na lang niya ko..kung ayaw na niya sakin,kung di na niya ko mahal,derechuhin niya ko.di ung gAnito na nagmumukha akong gago.kung nasasakal cia,if he wants space sabihin niya hindi ung basta na lang siya aalis ng walang paalam.masakit kase eh.sobrang hirap na ko.i dont deserve to be treated this way e...

waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! ;(

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 3:10:00 PM |

Friday, April 08, 2005

"last daNce to heaVen"

honestly, i've been a sucker for asianovelas since lovers in paris came along. scratch dat, since meteor garden pa pala! and today, two koreanovelas that i've been watching has finally ended. it's kinda annoying for me coz i kept switching from one tv to the other so i can see how it both ends. First things first, honestly, im not that satisfied with the ending of Stairway to Heaven. it's kinda "bitin" kase.I think lang na there's a better ending to it.Sana, pinakita na they got together in heaven or something like that para it's not kinda sad na basta nlang nmatay ung girl & the guy said na "hintayin mo ko Jodi". Well, it's ok.I've been more hooked to this other koreanovela "Save the Last Dance for me" naman.I dont think I ever missed an episode..oh,well,i think i missed about two or three.I like the ending of this koreanovela better than Stairway. I even got teary eyed. Soo sweet kase. *sigh*
Which only proves love moves in mysterious ways! haha! la lang. despite many obstacles pala in any relationship,if you really loved each other,love will find its way. yeah,yeah, i'm getting mushy. but it's true naman dba?! *wink*
*sigh again* i'll definitely miss "Save the Last Dance for me!" but, no worries, may bago na naman eh, hope it's as good as Save the Last Dance for me if not better. :)
gtg. ciao! :)

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 11:03:00 PM |

Thursday, April 07, 2005

ceRtiFied KHANatic!! =p

i've missed blogging!!! its been days, or weeks perhaps! feeling ko, i have a lot of things to say i dont know where to begin!what made me Über busy this days?! it's all in the title, baby! :) i'm addicted to KHAN online! yeah,it's like ragnarok,where you get to meet fellow players. sobrang fun tlga!! :) level 20 pa lang character ko, which is an assasin. take a look:
switsexything

la lang ang astig noh?! wahehehe!!! basta im a...

# posted by xtine_wanderlust | 1:17:00 AM |