i feel good...=p went to future perfect in alabang in line w/ my application for convergys. i had a lot of fun talking with the other applicants. we were indeed very lucky, among i think, a hundred applicants last week, only seven of us reached this far. i knew we were all deserving cos we worked hard for this. i wish all of us good luck. anyway, we were all interviewed just to assess how long will we take the english re-training. it's more like "kwentuhan" nga lang eh. im proud of myself coz i feel more confident nowadays. i'm not the same joan before na so timid / shy. i can comfortably talk to people from all walks of life. i'm not "ilang" anymore. i feel like i've come out of my shell. i enjoy my new sense of SELF. and you know what i couldnt wait to enjoy my life on my own: new adventures, new friends, new relationships! i know something better is coming my way..c GOD pa! i entrust my life to Him na eh! with what i've been through i know deep in my heart that God has reasons and that He has better plans for me. there were still times that, yes, i feel soo empty, soo alone, soo hurt.. but i knew that during those times God is just testing me, He just wants me to come to Him, tagal ko kase cia nakalimutan eh. kaya nga, i lift up everything to him na. *sigh* basta, i just couldnt wait for my life to move forward. i couldnt wait for God's plan to unfold. You know what i've realized after all? That i never lost anything, cos i know God will never leave me empty. just knowing that i have God by my side i know i've got all that i need.=p