Wednesday, April 27, 2005

somethin' new.. =p

finally,i found the almost perfect skin for my blog! i've been searching for like forever! i soo luv mah new lay-out! i've had a problem about the comment thing,fortunately though i remembered signing up at haloscan ages ago. inamag na ata account ko! hehe!i couldnt make it work in mah first lay-out then mah 2nd one naman automatic na may comment na..so here goes,mah new and improved blog!
*sigh*
"i just dont know what to do with mah self!" ;) kinda bored with mah life right now,so here i am spendin as much time as i can in the world wide web to kill time.this is the only way i can forget my problems even for just a while. plus, my blog serves as my outlet. blah-blah-blah.
dont wana bore u with that non-sense.gotta split. ;)

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

love,so divine movie!! :)

to all fanatics of kwon sang-woo. u gotta watch this movie cos u'll fall in love with him even more. haha! kiddin' ! u'll enjoy watchin this cos there's never a dull moment. lots of laugh actually. :) here's the summary courtesy of hancinema.net read on. :)<br>

love,so divine movie

In the film, Kyu-sik (Kwone Sang-woo) is an exemplary theological student. In a month, he will be ordained and become priest, a dream he has pursued for years. But God throws him into an embarrassing situation: Because of his trouble-making friend Sun-dal (Kim In-kwon), Kyu-sik makes a grave mistake during a formal ceremony at church. The school authorities order the two to spend a month at a small church in a remote village, offering them a chance to restore and strengthen their commitment. But things don't go as planned, especially when the priest-to-be in question is terribly handsome - actor Kwon is Korea's top-rated heartthrob and his popularity is literally soaring.
kilig moment!touching moment!

When Kyu-sik happens to meet Bong-hee (Ha Ji-won), a high-spirited young woman who had just returned from the United States to capture the love of her boyfriend, something mysterious is at work. Bong-hee, it turns out, is a niece of the kind-hearted priest (Kim In-moon) who manages the small church in the countryside. At first, Kyu-sik does not have any romantic feeling toward Bong-hee. Rather they fight with each other while working for the church. But eventually they, well, develop some intimacy. From this point on, it is awfully easy to predict where the story will go. Director Huh In-moo seems to know the danger lurking in this plot, so he opts for some comic scenes to sidestep what might be objectionable. As a light-hearted Romantic Comedy, the film makes clever use of "Deo Gratias," a Latin phrase meaning "thanks be to God," Kyu-sik repeats the phrase when he prays, and explains to Bong-hee that it may well sound like a secret code. "This is how we thank God, and we do it in a sort of secret way because we tend to be shy about saying 'I love you' in front of others," Kyu-sik says. Love, the movie implies, is a secret thing that is shared by only the couple who deeply understand each other.


The film also presents details of the Catholic Church, including upbeat performances by the choir. These elements are expected to appeal to Catholic viewers, something that apparently pleased Catholic leaders in a specially prepared preview.


By Yang Sung-jin



i should have posted this before pa,but i forgot about it na cos i've been busy with other stuffs. hihi! try to watch it coz kwon is such a cutie here. :)

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

crazy.sexy.fool. *lolz*

it's been a hell of a week. a roller coaster full of emotions.things havent been back to normal and that sucks! hihi!
sorry guys,this is mah way of releasing my angst! whatever! :) i look and feel terrible. i cant think straight. i couldnt eat, and worst, i couldnt sleep. is that a sign of depression?!cos i really think im fallin into that trap. couldnt even bear to look at myself in the mirror coz i wouldnt like what i see. if im not feeling crappy as i am,i would have been happy seeing a "curvy" me.BUT, if u find urself not feeling sexy in your already size 24 jeans coz it's too loose for you,you'd rather frown. u get what i mean?! ok..look at this:

product of depression!:)
there,i had to mess that up a bit coz i really looked terrible.feeling ko sumobra ng kapayatan ko. yuck!! para akong walis tingting. arghh!! one of mah frustrations pa,gusto ko mag-beach.my goodness. summer's almost over before i knew it.i really really wana go to puerto or bora.im craving for it for like forever! hehe! partly because i wanna forget my problems and why my life's twisted lately.i wanna get away from it all na,kc feeling ko i'll go crazy if things remained this way.kaso, tlgang it's just not the right time eh..ayaw talaga ko pagbigyan. i guess i just have to sacrifice a bit more. *sigh*
for the longest time,i've been thinking how's it like to smile again. how's it like to be happy.
i just really feel incomplete.
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

missin' u soo bad...

i've been through so much pain since you left me
i just cant convince myself we're through
things have been said and done
i guess its over now you're gone..


it's true when they say that lovers come and go
but deep in my heart
i just wanna let you know
the love that we once shared is everything
that there's nothing to compare...



* cause im missing you soo bad!
now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
it's me who's hurting soo bad!
after all this time
after all that we've been through
baby,aren't you hurtin too?!


now that i've lost the power to pretend
i guess you could see right through me
this yearnin' i cant explain
feeling i just cannot contain..


i know someday i'll get over you
it just takes time and some getting used to
each day im feeling blue..
every road leads me back to you!


[*]

cause im missing you soo bad!
now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
its me who's hurtin' soo bad!
after all this time
after all that we've been through
baby,i'm missin you soo bad!


now that you're not by my side
i guess you could say
it's me who's hurting soo bad!
after all this time..
after all that we've been through
baby,arent you hurtin too?! :(



*aww* this song brings a lot of memories.
i used to sing this song to him when we were
still "mag-bessy". those were the days when
we were falling for each other na.i loved this song
soo much.the lyrics' just too emotional.sobrang
favorite ko freestyle, sobrang daming memories ng song na to.
whenever i hear this only one person enters my mind:
mah one & only BESSY!!!
grabe..i miss him sooo bad! tomorrow monthsary na
namin.stil no word from him.i never thought na ung
meaning nung kantang yan ay mararamdaman ko.
though,we're not on the break up stage,pero basta
hirap i-express.basta un na un..
I MISS HIM SOO BAD!!!
that's the bottom line!:(

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Friday, April 15, 2005

*senti mode*



can i relate to this song?!sort of,i just loved that line.


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the title of this song is "i dont wanna be your friend". ewan ko basta feel ko lang siya ngayon.maybe because i dont want to be just his friend.i wanna fight for our relationship. :)



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arghh!avril rox!love the lyrics!"so much for my happy ending" but im still hoping..



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this song can make me weep anytime.



im soo depressed right now,i dont know where i'll get my strength from.
i just really really miss him soo bad!i'm still holding on.im not
the type to give up that easily.even if i look stupid,basta wala akong pakialam kung ano man isipin ng iba.bakit magiging maligaya ba ko kung ganun. i'll follow whatever my heart tells me. tanga na kung tanga. hihi! all i know is that, i really miss him. whatever he is going through,wherever he may be, may tiwala ako sa kanya. i know he just needs time.sana lang he'll give me a chance para maparamdam ko sa kanya na i'm here no matter what & that i still love him despite what he did.
*sigh*
i really miss him. his eyes. more importantly his' smile.kase parang lately,i havent seen him smile.i miss being with him.na khit my gngawa siya ok lang basta kasama ko siya.
*sigh again*
i love him soo much...
much more than anyone could ever imagine. :)

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

damn...

uunahan na kita..sana basahin mo eto ng buo.malay mo matulungan mo ko.ni hindi ko alam kung pano magsisimula.basta ang gusto ko lang may makinig sakin.maaring pag tpos ng mga problema i-delete ko to at ttawanan ko nlang sarili ko.pero sana...makinig ka.


masama ang loob ko.di ko maikakaila.di ko nga din alam gagawin ko eh.i dont wna name the person pero obviously cia un.ewan ko kung anong nangyari.hindi ko talaga alam.ang masakit lang para sakin ay ung ginawa niyang pag-alis kahit na alam niyang masasaktan ako lalo pa't alam mo un,wala akong ginagawang masama. kung tutuusin ok kami eh.walang problema.may iba siyang problema,oo.ayaw niya daw sa kanila.tanggap ko naman un eh,pero ang nakakapagpasama ng loob ko kung may problema pala cia bakit di cia lumapit sakin.bakit basta cia umalis ng walang paalam..ang sakit dba?? wala naman akong ginawa sa kanya pero ako ang pinahihirapan niya.di ko alam gagawin ko tulungan mo ko.kase nahihirapan na ko eh.pakiramdam ko masisira na ang ulo ko kakaicip kung bakit niya ko gnaganto.di ba mas maganda kung pinaprangka na lang niya ko..kung ayaw na niya sakin,kung di na niya ko mahal,derechuhin niya ko.di ung gAnito na nagmumukha akong gago.kung nasasakal cia,if he wants space sabihin niya hindi ung basta na lang siya aalis ng walang paalam.masakit kase eh.sobrang hirap na ko.i dont deserve to be treated this way e...



waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! ;(

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Friday, April 08, 2005

"last daNce to heaVen"

save the last dance for me
honestly, i've been a sucker for asianovelas since lovers in paris came along. scratch dat, since meteor garden pa pala! and today, two koreanovelas that i've been watching has finally ended. it's kinda annoying for me coz i kept switching from one tv to the other so i can see how it both ends. First things first, honestly, im not that satisfied with the ending of Stairway to Heaven. it's kinda "bitin" kase.I think lang na there's a better ending to it.Sana, pinakita na they got together in heaven or something like that para it's not kinda sad na basta nlang nmatay ung girl & the guy said na "hintayin mo ko Jodi". Well, it's ok.I've been more hooked to this other koreanovela "Save the Last Dance for me" naman.I dont think I ever missed an episode..oh,well,i think i missed about two or three.I like the ending of this koreanovela better than Stairway. I even got teary eyed. Soo sweet kase. *sigh*
Which only proves love moves in mysterious ways! haha! la lang. despite many obstacles pala in any relationship,if you really loved each other,love will find its way. yeah,yeah, i'm getting mushy. but it's true naman dba?! *wink*
*sigh again* i'll definitely miss "Save the Last Dance for me!" but, no worries, may bago na naman eh, hope it's as good as Save the Last Dance for me if not better. :)
gtg. ciao! :)

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Thursday, April 07, 2005

ceRtiFied KHANatic!! =p

i've missed blogging!!! its been days, or weeks perhaps! feeling ko, i have a lot of things to say i dont know where to begin!what made me Über busy this days?! it's all in the title, baby! :) i'm addicted to KHAN online! yeah,it's like ragnarok,where you get to meet fellow players. sobrang fun tlga!! :) level 20 pa lang character ko, which is an assasin. take a look:
switsexythingassasin ko yan!
la lang ang astig noh?! wahehehe!!! basta im a...

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